It's like putting a deadline on something that you absolutely cannot control.
I've said that I'm not looking at the moment, that I'm taking a break from all this. Yet, he still doesnt trust me better for making the right judgements - we'll get back on track when he's absolutely sure that I won't make myself miserable again, being when I've found my significant other.
The thing is I'm not miserable. Actually, its very much far from that. I recall all our immature bantering and thumbwars on the long train ride, none of them were any bit miserable at all.
Feeling so helpless about rescuing our friendship.
Hopefully he'll be right, that some good things will come knocking when you least expect it to. If it means I'll have my close friend back, I'll wait :)
By the way, my favourite little fatty's turned 12 21!
Oh dear, look at him eye-ing the cake(sssss).
There's one close friend right there that I wouldn't trade for anything in the world.
Yih Lin.
19 @ 17th June.
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