I realise there isn't anything close to reasonable to read around here lately, that's because i'm too much into talking about my feelings. and you see, i'm afraid to put them available for the public eye. because i'm a sad cow. and sad cow's dont like letting the world know that they are so extremely pathetic and desperate that they'd spill out their deepest darkest secrets to the world.
I've got my heart broken. That's about more than as much detail that I wanted to put on here.
And to those people out there, just be careful with what you wish for, it's better if you don't wish for anything, just so you won't feel so empty when you're let down whatsoever.
I've got a whole mountain of work to do due to my weekend of in London. which i thought was worth it, altho the journey itself costed around £50 moolah + 4hours of time.
I haven't exactly "gotten away" with my misery that shadows upon me all the time here in Oundle, but i've definitely had some good ice cream to take my depressed mind off things. Other than that, i just feel VERY empty. I can't concentrate, i end up doodling and sketching (yes i miraculously can draw amazing stuff out of the sudden - art fail gao hello?) when i try to do statistics. I end up reading my previous (private) blog posts when i'm trying to do my freaking reading prep for economics. so far i'm doing just GREAT. 1 paragraph out of a 20 page-dictionary-like-very tiny font- economics text book.
And also, great news for you. I can't do shopping anymore, not even for clothes/bags/shoes, not even in London, Oxford Street. I find it meaningless.
Now i think it's time for you to do your job as a very loyal friend who still check my blog even tho i havent updated anything reasonable for the um. past week (?) - make that two. - and give me a big tight slap and tell me to get over it.
I need a boyfriend, like Rich ALWAYS tell me.
And sadly, i want him to be this particular person that just broke my heart. three cheers for Lin.
ps: i think this is like the most insightful post i've ever had in blogging history. Well, what can i say, I've changed, I've opened up.
pps: i'm not even going to read it again before i click on publishLabels: Daily Logs and happenings
Lin crashed
@ 9:14 PM | Permalink |
Sorry guys, lots of stuff going on lately my mind is going to explode.
till next time tas.
<3Labels: Randoms
Lin crashed
@ 9:41 PM | Permalink |
It's not that he's playing
hard to get,
It's just that he doesn't
care about you.
You're chasing the wrong
guy sweetie.
Give it up.
the grey skies aren't worth holding on to.
great
i'm so talking to myself, again.
Labels: Heart to heart, Randoms, Ranting
Lin crashed
@ 5:51 PM | Permalink |
Wednesday, April 18, 2007
I've got a very good reason to camwh*re. with my hideous hair, and unshaped eyebrows.
I still do.
My baby :)
Wanted to get these....
But u know... i may be a spoilt brat, but i dont spoil myself that much.
*gloats*
oakley's. I've got them. do you?
Labels: Randoms
Lin crashed
@ 6:03 PM | Permalink |
so is anyone HERE? at ALL?
cuz i'm about to shut this stupid page down.
"hahaha. auntie hair." >.<
yes andrew chu enough lahLabels: Randoms, Ranting
Lin crashed
@ 12:22 PM | Permalink |
i love these pics because :
1. my hair looks fantastic
2. my hair looks fantastic
3. my curly-slash-wavy hair looks fanta-booty-less :D
(one more reason for it to be upthere is also because the next pic i'm going to post up is absolutely horrendous)
but then i thought... wtf la... everytime i want to have hair like goddess, i have to sit in front of the mirror with my curling iron for more than half an hour.
gosh, that is SUCH a pain
so smartie pants went to do a Digital perm.
Happily came out with Auntie hair....
Like bloody silai only right. (my mom forced me take pics :( )
I tell you i damn mm song.... it's nothing LIKE the picture he showed me :( and... i didnt know nuts about ceramic perming can!
i want ceramic perm, it's supposed to be Purrrfect.
Digital's bloody 200 bucks. three mfkin hours!
into the drain
It BETTER loosen up soon.
or i'm going to shave. (natalie portman looks damn hot in shaved head noh?)
The only thing keeping me sane is, apparently when i use a curling iron... and work my magic... ;p
it WILL LAST FOREVER. i mean until i wash my hair lah duh!
but it wont go limp after 5 hours!!! and it will stay happily in place even if i jump around. hurray
ok. my hair sucks
i'm tempted to snip the stupid maggie mee away. boo.Labels: Daily Logs and happenings
Lin crashed
@ 2:08 PM | Permalink |
Yesterday, i was playing the song Stairway to heaven - Led Zeppelin on the guitar
I've always thought there was something creepy about that song... maybe it was the chords.. or something... it's just really sad, and.. creepy.
Well, david proved me right, when he decided to ABSOLUTELY CREEP ME OUT when he sent me this link.
http://jeffmilner.com/backmasking.htm
Apparently, if you'd play the song backwards (backmasking), there's this "satanic message" behind the song. I thought it was really convincing, because unlike all the other songs, Led Zeppelin's is the longest message encrypted from backmasking.
*what i suggest is: listen to the song, then the reverse play, then show reverse lyrics, and play it while reading it*
it CREEPS ME OUT! tell me it doesnt creep YOU out!
Anyway, while you're at it, i've found Britney Spear's "Hit me baby one more time", and Eminem's "My name is..." REALLY hilarious.
Alright. Enjoy. :)
ps: i've gotten over it, i'm playing stairway to heaven at the moment :P
Labels: Randoms
Lin crashed
@ 4:45 AM | Permalink |
Hello bodies. I've decided to dedicate abit of my not so free time to my useless little blog that you pretty people (i'm sure you all are) are reading.
as you have already noticed, MY LAYOUT! i am not over green, no, i just was in the mood to try out FUNKY colors u see....
and what i've been doing for the past week, when i'm not sitting at home rotting away, trying to figure out my stupid chemistry planning and yeah. my math and oh sh*t got so much stuff to do mennnnn....
before i freak out, i'll make sure u guys get some *cough* eye candy....
i do realize the lack of proper resized pictures around. so since i'm in such a happy and not studios mood today (who am i kidding, when exactly do i actually feel like studying anyway) .
ignore that
Happy pictures for you!
Laundry - saturday night
should i curl my hair permanently???
kor kor at ahyat
Asia cafe yamcha
sorry nick, dont have foto for you :(
BIMBONESS! yay
so did i just filled your day with joy???
or do you just HATE. pink.Labels: Daily Logs and happenings
Lin crashed
@ 12:22 PM | Permalink |
i should be doing chemistry coursework.
ergh
[edit]
I don't believe
In the smile that you leave
When you walk away and say goodbye
Well I don't expect
The world to move underneath me but for God's sake could you try
I know that you're true to me
You're always there, you say you care
I know that you wanna be mine
Where is your heart
Cause I don't really feel you
Where is your heart
What I really want is to believe you
Is it so hard to give me what I need
I want your heart to bleed
And that's all I'm asking for
Where is your heart?
I don't understand
Your love is so cold
It's always me who's reaching out for your hand
I've always dreamed
That love would be effortless
Like a petal falling to the ground
A dreamer following his dream
Where is your heart
Cause I don't really feel you
Where is your heart
What I really want is to believe you
Is it so hard to give me what I need
I want your heart to bleed
And that’s all I'm asking for
Where is your heart?
It seems so much is left unsaid
But you can say anything
Oh, anytime you need
Baby, it's just you and me, oh yeah
I know that you're true to me
You're always there, you say you care
I know that you wanna be mine
Where is your heart
Cause I don’t really feel you
Where is your heart
What I really want is to believe you
Is it so hard to give me what I need
I want your heart to bleed
And that’s all I’m asking for
Yeah..
Where is your heart
Cause I don’t really feel you
Where is your heart
What I really want is to believe you
Is it so hard to give me what I need
I want your heart to bleed
And that’s all I’m asking for
Where is your heart?
[/edit]Labels: Randoms, Ranting
Lin crashed
@ 8:23 AM | Permalink |
Plan for the week
tomorrow, heading off to penang, coming back hopefully thursday, latest friday morning
Friday evening, date with Xiaoo and Nic Lai.
Saturday night, laundry.
Thats about it.
Hopefully this doesnt screw up as well.Labels: Daily Logs and happenings
Lin crashed
@ 4:13 PM | Permalink |
Home sweet bloodyhotcananotlikefriedchickenbbqwtf home.
OF COURSE I'M HOME. Labels: Randoms, Ranting
Lin crashed
@ 5:21 AM | Permalink |
